monday morning blues

im blogging from the office right now
damn frustrated with my mum
yesterday night went to Hello! shop
initially wanted to open a new line under my name and get a phone
but realised my current phone is better
ended up i just asked the receptionist about changing plan and bearer of plan
so i am able to change it under my name and make it into iOne plus student plan
the additional privilege is so for me - UNLIMITED SMS!!!
the unlimited sms is after first bundle of 500 and only restricted to singtel-to-singtel

alright here's the point
before i've asked the receptionist i called my mum
i told her the benefits and all
she was the one that said if there's no changes in the monthly subscription fee then she's alright with the changing
after i've asked and got a queue number, she didnt wanna come down and change
nvm, i just treat it as it's late at night
this morning, i just asked if she's free today (which she is!!!)
then maybe can go and change
or just pass me her I/C and write an authorisation letter and i'll go on my own
but NO!
she pissed me off
say wanna checked out wad the diff and benefits and that i last min then tell her
it is like WHAT THE F*CK
cant she just perform a fu*king simple task and just lemme go and change
dun even need to spite me
somemore in the monday morning
to think i still talked to her nicely
and this is what i get?!

i really cant stand my parents
cant they just stand in our position and look at how we look at things at times?
i think esp my parents
esp my mum who is so freaking childish
always wanna win no matter right or wrong, cannot lose - her mentality
always fuss about something small and quarrel
they say im not independant and spending too much
but how much do they know?!
what im spending right now (other than meals) is using my own hard-earned money!
if i do not know how to be independent and if i've not grown up
i wouldnt even bother about working and at times thinking of getting you guys freaking present for special occasion
i wouldn't even think of planning for birthdays and such!
i would just sit at home, driving fee, tennis fee and what-so-ever, i'll just put my hands out and asked for money
now that's what i called UNRELIABLE, IRRESPONSIBLE, DEPENDANT and CHILD-LIKE!!!
do you know how to see anot?!
fucking had it...

fucked!

bonus!

Torpedo had appraisal session yesterday night
instructors were given a piece of paper each
on this paper rate how we teach
most importantly it states how much is your bonus!
HAHA

woke up early this morning to buy birthday cake
its for sylvia, weihong and andrew
went to sylvia's house and had lots of fun
everyone brought something to eat
pot luck style
played BlackJack and turns out me and huihui wad the biggest winner
only after we combined forces though
played mahjong awhile before we headed off to work
oh! forget to mention sylvia has a very naughty younger brother
haha!

last class was affected by the weather
no make-up lesson
so sad
though last class is very hard to handle but they are very fun to teach

happy 100th day!!!

a brand new year

goodbye '07...hello '08
another year had passed
everything will get better
time to set realistic goals to achieve

new year day was well spent with Torpedians
went to sentosa and had loads of fun
played frisbee, touch rugby, captain ball and volleyball
took pictures, quite a lot

spent the eve of monthsary at NUH
went there to have my knee checked up
the service is HORRIBLY lousy
everything takes so slow
thanks dear for waiting with me
=)

monthsary went swimming and coaching
then went to pasir ris to redeem her pay

today went for squad training
BACKSTROKE!!!
my worst nightmare
zzz
did lots of stretching ended up still have cramps
the feelin sucks
best timing today was for 50m freestyle sprint - 31sec
think too long never train liao
now damn tired
guess i'll go slp now

love you dear

Warmth

One more hour then...
Welcome Year 2008!

Another year is about to end
this year passes in a flash
soon a brand new year will start
everything, the unhappiness will be left behind
things will be better once year 2008 comes

i thot half day means ends at 11plus am
no idea, my company's half day ends at 230pm
that's like working 3/4 day
met up with huihui and her friends
they were at Carls Jr. - VivoCity
we chatted and played games
show them this wormy thing and weihong got all so excited!
LOL!
they are one fun group of ppl to hang out with
we sat there till 5pm then we split ways
huihui and i went to watch "I Am Legend"
she was kinda freaked out by the show
haha
despite that, she enjoyed the movie
we didnt feel cold during the movie cos we shared warmth =D
it feels great
walked around awhile before heading home

tomorrow gonna meet up with the younger generation of Torpedo
Sentosa.
beach.
sun tanning.
vball.
frisbee.
it gonna be a hell lots of fun
just cant wait

tomorrow my family is coming back
just when im gettin used to living alone
the joy and satisfaction gained by living alone and surviving thru it all is fabulous
suddenly feel i've grown quite a bit
grown more independent
but there are still rooms for improvement

dear = chai huihui
brand new year is here
put the past and worries behind
hold my hand
lets walk down the path of life together
i love you so

Survivor

8 days has passed
without my family
im still alive! :)

i did my own chores
laundry
wash, hang, fold and iron clothes
vacuum floor

im alive
thanks to dear
she stayed by my side
took care of me
:D
love you
muacks!

Merry X'mas!!!

To everyone:
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

Home alone this whole week
suddenly feel the house so empty
livin independently
im still doing well

thou im alone at home
xmas this year i spent it with my special someone
chai.huihui.
=)
im glad she likes the xmas present
dear
tonite dun laugh out loud when you're aslp ah
haha

dear,
love you!
merry xmas!
=D

Random

past few weeks have seen lots of firemen and policemen
lots of accidents happening
casulties are inevitable
wonders if there're death though
life is indeed real short
we should live each days to its fullest
so tht there wont be any regret

above is just being random
caused saw many accidents these days


<3 you