monday morning blues

im blogging from the office right now
damn frustrated with my mum
yesterday night went to Hello! shop
initially wanted to open a new line under my name and get a phone
but realised my current phone is better
ended up i just asked the receptionist about changing plan and bearer of plan
so i am able to change it under my name and make it into iOne plus student plan
the additional privilege is so for me - UNLIMITED SMS!!!
the unlimited sms is after first bundle of 500 and only restricted to singtel-to-singtel

alright here's the point
before i've asked the receptionist i called my mum
i told her the benefits and all
she was the one that said if there's no changes in the monthly subscription fee then she's alright with the changing
after i've asked and got a queue number, she didnt wanna come down and change
nvm, i just treat it as it's late at night
this morning, i just asked if she's free today (which she is!!!)
then maybe can go and change
or just pass me her I/C and write an authorisation letter and i'll go on my own
but NO!
she pissed me off
say wanna checked out wad the diff and benefits and that i last min then tell her
it is like WHAT THE F*CK
cant she just perform a fu*king simple task and just lemme go and change
dun even need to spite me
somemore in the monday morning
to think i still talked to her nicely
and this is what i get?!

i really cant stand my parents
cant they just stand in our position and look at how we look at things at times?
i think esp my parents
esp my mum who is so freaking childish
always wanna win no matter right or wrong, cannot lose - her mentality
always fuss about something small and quarrel
they say im not independant and spending too much
but how much do they know?!
what im spending right now (other than meals) is using my own hard-earned money!
if i do not know how to be independent and if i've not grown up
i wouldnt even bother about working and at times thinking of getting you guys freaking present for special occasion
i wouldn't even think of planning for birthdays and such!
i would just sit at home, driving fee, tennis fee and what-so-ever, i'll just put my hands out and asked for money
now that's what i called UNRELIABLE, IRRESPONSIBLE, DEPENDANT and CHILD-LIKE!!!
do you know how to see anot?!
fucking had it...

fucked!