Warmth

One more hour then...
Welcome Year 2008!

Another year is about to end
this year passes in a flash
soon a brand new year will start
everything, the unhappiness will be left behind
things will be better once year 2008 comes

i thot half day means ends at 11plus am
no idea, my company's half day ends at 230pm
that's like working 3/4 day
met up with huihui and her friends
they were at Carls Jr. - VivoCity
we chatted and played games
show them this wormy thing and weihong got all so excited!
LOL!
they are one fun group of ppl to hang out with
we sat there till 5pm then we split ways
huihui and i went to watch "I Am Legend"
she was kinda freaked out by the show
haha
despite that, she enjoyed the movie
we didnt feel cold during the movie cos we shared warmth =D
it feels great
walked around awhile before heading home

tomorrow gonna meet up with the younger generation of Torpedo
Sentosa.
beach.
sun tanning.
vball.
frisbee.
it gonna be a hell lots of fun
just cant wait

tomorrow my family is coming back
just when im gettin used to living alone
the joy and satisfaction gained by living alone and surviving thru it all is fabulous
suddenly feel i've grown quite a bit
grown more independent
but there are still rooms for improvement

dear = chai huihui
brand new year is here
put the past and worries behind
hold my hand
lets walk down the path of life together
i love you so

Survivor

8 days has passed
without my family
im still alive! :)

i did my own chores
laundry
wash, hang, fold and iron clothes
vacuum floor

im alive
thanks to dear
she stayed by my side
took care of me
:D
love you
muacks!

Merry X'mas!!!

To everyone:
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

Home alone this whole week
suddenly feel the house so empty
livin independently
im still doing well

thou im alone at home
xmas this year i spent it with my special someone
chai.huihui.
=)
im glad she likes the xmas present
dear
tonite dun laugh out loud when you're aslp ah
haha

dear,
love you!
merry xmas!
=D

Random

past few weeks have seen lots of firemen and policemen
lots of accidents happening
casulties are inevitable
wonders if there're death though
life is indeed real short
we should live each days to its fullest
so tht there wont be any regret

above is just being random
caused saw many accidents these days


<3 you

monsoon...GO AWAY!

monsoon season
rain
Rain
RAin
RAIn
RAIN
sian
always raining
classes have to be cancelled
cannot see the cute-yet-mischievous kids

for the past few days
sick
experiencing andropause
cause unhappiness
im sorry to those whom are affected
esp. to my special one
love you
=)

had another nitemare
this time round has the person i loathe most

in the dream.
the person is really a humjikia (well not like in real life tht person is not)
anw he did smth and cause some undesirable results
well, though tht person appears in my dream this time
im not affected by it

dear.
to you...
nothing's gonna affect us
i'll always be here for you
i'll love you with all i have
love you!
muacks.

dinner

it was a pleasant nite yesterday
though kinda uninvited
i joined huihui, together with her mum and sis, for dinner
dine at fish&co.
her mum is really hip and hilarious
she knows all the slangs and jokes
shopped around Giant after our heavy meal
bought a bottle of wine back
it was recommended to me
bought some candy canes for our cute students
180 candy canes to be given out on
HAHA
then went to Swenson's to have ice cream
ordered two topless 5
so tht's like 10 scoops
aft tht went home
they're nice



nitemare sucks
afraid of losin u.

DIY shoes

yesterday's mood and totally different from monday's

in the office.
im gettin used to the old system
able to retrieve desired data more efficiently
most imptly
my hp is able to recieve network coverage
and
i found a webmessenger thts nt so lag

after work.
spent some quality time with my parents
w/o my sis!
had dinner
went arcade (only dad played)
everyone was looking at us playing the "silent hill"
cos its a new game
surprisingly he died later than me
zzz
then went to meet up with deardear
bought a pair of relatively high cut plain white shoes
bought some markers
went to my house and started to design the shoes
im wearing it now as i blog
the shoes is really nice
its has my name on it
proud to wear it!
eugene and yk said nice
shall post up the pictures soon
maybe post in my friendster only
so if u wanna see, go Friendster!

alrights
time to get back to work
-out---

iloveyou,chaihuihui! :D

thanks dear

thanks dear
once again you succeed in putting a smile on my face
the card cheered me up
love you
im still surprised that you came
along with the presents
=D
muacks!

i dun ever wanna lose you
dun leave me yea?
promise?
=)

bad day

today aint a good day
not at all
totally sucks big time man

4get it.
now totally dun feel like sharing wad happened
bad day!

iloveyou

lemme see...
wad can i blog about....
hmm....
dun know sia...

going to Brenda's house for the past two days
having a great time talking and playing cards there
other than that nothing much is going on

oh! maybe there's something i can talk/complain about!
the stupid RAIN!
for a moment, it starts to rain
the next moment, it stops
then it starts to rain again
and it goes on and on...
these few days my mood has been really low
all thanks to the rain!
GRR!!!
~!#$%%^&*()_

Deardear
sorry for making you so stress these few days
dun be afraid of your past
put it aside
hold on to my hands
move on with me
i dun care bout the past
i just know at the present
it's only me & you
i dun wanna lose you
because
you're special
i love you dearly
the feeling is very different (in a good way)
you know wad i mean =D

I LOVE YOU!
Chai HuiHui
Dear Dear

more to come ^^

its a special day

HAPPY SECOND MONTHSARY!!!
CHAI HUIHUI <--- MY DEARDEAR

memorable day i would say
though time spent was not much
enjoyed every single moment we spent
glad to have found you

muacks~
i love you!

Morning BIG smile

LOVE you!
you started my day with a big smile

yesterday went out with her group of friends
cant say i totally fit in
but i still can get along with them quite well
they're a bunch of good peeps
best part: her friends like me
haha!
went to pizzahut for dinner
7 ppl eating 3 regular pizzas
it should be not enough for me
but i felt relatively full
we sat at makansutra aft one couple left
despite being so full,
she ordered hokkien mee and fried kway tuay
we were stuffing ourselves then
haha!
aft that had photo-taking session
took quite alot of pic
she and i took lots of pic too
on the way back we're being approached by this person
ask us to write on this ball which will be thrown into the waters on 31st Dec
write anything
and so each of us wrote smth on the it
our wishes, took pic of it too
i'll post 'em up tonight

for the next two weeks i'll be in a whole new environment again
-.-
transferred to another dept to work on a project
well, was brief on the project awhile ago
did learn a few things
so not that bad afterall


wad i wrote on the ball
is nothing but the truth
i love you!
muacks

blessed

friday went for kim's bdae bbq party
first time ever im not the cook throughout
however, i still did some cooking
when can i ever not do the cooking at all for bbq?!!!
oh well, i still got to eat alot.
got someone to feed me as well
wad else to complain about?
HAHA!

yesterday went to Brenda's house for mee goreng!
NICE!
everytime when i go her house, the first food i go for is mee goreng
played daidee and lost quite a few rounds
so many rounds without Dees la
play what DaiDee?!!!
Sounds familar?
Then try out the fishermen's pants Shah and Weide got for us
Mine is white in colour
I looked damn weird in it
tried on Peggy's
Zen style sia
i love it
almost wanted to take her back home
haha =X

Started my Sundays classes today
Took over Jack's class
most of the students name in the first class starts with "J"
so damn funny
they are very cute
BUT talkative!
overall still alright
most of them can do their kicks
only a few are really afraid of waters

im gonna starts to save up
have a saving plan in mind already
gonna save at least 75% of my monthly pay
=)

ifeelblessedtohaveyoubymyside.
iwillloveyouwithalligot.
=)

Arena Warehouse Sales!

yes!
yesterday i got the following items from the warehouse sales:
arena tshirt
arena swim trunks
arena goggles
all sum up to only $33
cheap right?
=D
think the warehouse sales will end on 3rd Dec
so faster make your way down to grab on these great offers!

well, i didnt just stop at $33
i bought a few other items after i met up with huihui
we didnt meet up to shop
but...
we kept buying things
it's like "i see this and i like, i buy"
-.-
bought 2 tshirts
a watch
a pair of slippers
as a result, i think i spent close to a hundred yesterday
but it's all worth it
huihui has something real cute
lol
it's a spongebob squarepants metal lunch box
a miniature one
Torpedians can ask her to show you next time

going squad training today
may be trying out the new trunks
hope it looks presentable haha
hopefully brenda wont laugh throughout the training and on the journey back home

just had lunch
today's was awesome!
called for kfc delivery
waiting time 90 minutes!!!
after it reached, all the waitin was worthwhile
haha
2pcs chicken
nuggets
popcorn chicken
mashed potato
these are the things i ate
still hungry though
=X

.neverwillleaveyou.sticktoyouforlife!.

haircut!

hmmm...
how long have i not been blogging
cant remember and has not visit my blog

had an outing with most of the torpedo coaches yesterday
at Little India!
recommended by jack
the food is really nice
there're lots of food
chicken, prawn, naan, briyani, etc
all are spicy, shiok!
we sat down and have talking session after we ate
took some photo too
rachel please send them to me, thanks!
after dinner went to mustafa to walk walk
thot the place will have the smell
but i felt relieved when there's no smell
then went home with huihui, sab, brenda, rachel, zw and jack
they went abit crazy
shall not say anth

it was a fun filled day today
played vball
played touch rugby
played monkey
scootered
rollerbladed
with huihui, brenda and sab
so long never play all these le lo
today one shot, played everything
haha!
touch rugby was the best part
today i had a haircut
buuuuuuuttttttt....
it didnt happen at a salon.
it happened at my house.
no...my hair wasnt cut by my family members
it was cut by my very own hairstylist, NPRK!
little did i expect to let NPRK cut my hair either.
it's NPRK's first time cutting someone's hair
it's the first time im letting someone cut my hair, apart from those at the hair saloon.
what matters most is the haircut turned out well.
i had a decent haircut
brenda said not bad. =D

it is a blessing to have you by my side. love you.

acupuncture!

condition is getting from bad to worse each day
actually only the knees are feeling the pain
but my shin are also experiencing poking pain
i mean i've stopped vigorous exercise that will cause impact to my legs for more than 2 months now
it's not working at all
my appointment with sports clinic is next year feb
by that time, i can just say byebye to my legs
stupid legs
maybe i'll go try acupuncture
research abit on the net
seems like it helps
shall give it a try
at the same time i still have to see a specialist
because of some particular reason
haha

icantimagineadaywithoutyou

ice cream

as usual feelin very sleepy during work
the HACKS sweets i bought didnt really keep me awake
doing the same thing again
excel spreadsheets...
after lunch went to do the sK that shinigami gave us
he bought ice cream cones
3 of the cones in the plastics bag
he held one side of the bag leaving it open
i think he just wanted me to get one for myself
in the end i took the whole plastics bag
LOL
yK took the bag from me and saw 3
he still asked him do you wanna get one
i think he sian diao say yea, ok
LOL!!!

after driving ytd nite went to Brenda's house
sorry to come disturb u again! haha!
had dinner and played daidee
won quite a few rounds
learnt a new game called "STRESS"
very interesting and really will stress
but not to me...
haha!
then there's this show titled "Naked Target"
action-packed
lots of killings and blood
nice! :D
anyone has vcd/dvd of that show?
pls lend it to me if you have it
:D

love you
muacks!

fked up!

raining heavily early in da morning
morning BLUES!
my shoes and socks got soaking wet
like wtf!

nvm...
today the shinigami came and look for us two times
must upgrade his bloody hell name to gay-shinigami or touchy-shinigami
feel like bashing him up
talk like a MAN la
touch here and there for what!
KNN!

sorry for spoiling your days recently
sorry

dejavu

My previous 3 days were perfect!
Really great!
Friday...
Worked one day for the Rulang Project.
The kids are awesome.
They swim well and are fun to teach.
Though a few are kinda afraid of water.
At night, learnt some basics of tennis from Huihui.
Man, I'm really lousy at it.
Brenda learnt the basics faster than me.
Then went for squad training.

Saturday...
My mood was like really bad.
Shouted at my students.
Scolded them.
But of course shouted and scolded them from the right reason.
Then had dinner with Huihui and Brenda at Jurong Point
They went to see bras lo... -.-

Sunday...
Went swimming (training) with Zhiwang.
then played bball with one of my friend's brother.
it was fun.
=)

i've sank too deep...
and i'm not regretting it.
=D

=D

it was a FABULOUS day yesterday
though was sick, but it was great!

today wasnt that great.
went back to work
face the stupid computer again
zzz
headache
feeling uncomfortable
more zzz...
but the later day was cool
>.<

can't do w/o U...

Where are you, Sentosa?!

Ahh!!!
the thought of not able to go sentosa
makes me SIAN
sad sia
wanted to go so badly
somemore with nprk
well...nvm
the reason for cancelling the trip is more important

i had a great time
i hope the time could stop at this day
iloveyou

Adventure

im like a zombie at work
kept dozing off
work was really boring, that's why
but i aint like working
listen to ipod and sms-ing while doing work
lol
people who walked passed always give the stunned face
if not they'll go "wah"

a big sorry to peter
made you walked such a long distance
but we had fun entertaining ourselves, din we?
oh we found another "Little India" in Singapore
very near Jurong Point
it's at the soon ken depot
alot sia!
peter and I have the urge to join them for dinner actually
the curry smell damn bagus!
felt so hungry
well, today im like whole day hungry no matter how much i eat

oh! i went to this toilet where it was quite crowded
i saw this old guy at the urinal once i stepped into the toilet
think he was there for quite long coz got ppl queuing behind
after i washed my hand and ready to go
i looked at his direction
he's still there...
hands was like moving up and down la...(FYI: he was not zipping his pants)
zzz...
wtf!!!
(if u know wad i mean, then u know why i scold that)

Great!

Yesterday went to Shah's place for hari raya dinner
good food
awarded zhiwang the "hang loose dude" award
LOL!
only Torpedo instructors know what im talkin bout
;-)
ate lots of my fav - prawns!
=D
after everyone left
only zhiwang, sabrina, rachel and me stayed behind
listen to Shah talk 'bout his ghostly encounters
as well as the gross moments during his NS time
who wanna pei wo go chinese garden explore?
LOL
im serious
anyone?

things are going well
hope it will go further
and last
cos...
i really love u
*muacks*

hEad aChe!

suppose to help out weide at the jurong west sports complex
woke up with a splittin headache so i didnt show up
sorry bro~!

glad the bubble tea 'sweeten' nprk's day

had a great day
spent $94 in less than half a day
in just a few hours
=X
bought a black slim jeans and a white pointed shoes
finally get to wear the style i had in mind
bt my ultimate style is still very ex....

lots of thoughts

today's driving aint went well
keeps forgetting to change to the correct gears
have to restart the engine once
zzz
perhaps the reason being too tired
and
thoughts are running through constantly
maybe that's why

swam a few laps before class
i felt there's improvement
but still more to work on
gotta push harder
today relatively fun to teach the kids
huihui just kept laughing when I'm teaching la!
she majiam like tio TOTO, so happy lo
anyway, played a prank on our dear JB
oops =x
we took away his undies
actually wanted to return him in weide's car
bt he decided to stay back with weijie to swim
haha!
i still didnt return him =x
gonna pass it to him tml
=P
sorry bro! haha!

itwasafamiliarfeelingifelttoday.soheartwarmingforme.

I reaLly knOw what i want
howeVEr it may, probably, never happen

bUt i also know what i need
it has already happened
so lets just keep it this way for good

=)

Friends

feel so bored in the office today
surf the web
did some research on horoscopes
found a few website which describes me very well

Aries Traits

Positive Traits
Loves adventure, very energetic Inventive with lots of courage confident and EnthusiasticSharp and quick-mindedFiery and warm, passionate and expressive. Possessing a strong sense of urgency.

Negative Traits
Can be self-centered at times and prone to being quick-tempered, Impulsive and impatiencetakes unnecessary risks A procrastinator at times
taken from http://www.astrology-insight.com/aries.htm

actually there're a few other websites that I've came across and saved the address
but lazy to copy and paste
=x

Enjoy the company of my beloved friends
realised that my friends are always there for me
even if they don't know what's happening
felt the concern and love
it felt so great
=D
a big THANK YOU to all of you who stay by me
when I'm really down
love you guys
=DDD
now i'm pretty much cooled down
can think more rationally liao
=)

iknowwhatiwant.whataboutyou.doyouknow.

time-out

today on the way back from lunch we saw a bat lying on the ground
i said it was dead
but yk, being lame, said its still alive
it dropped with the fallen tree branch it was sleeping at
-.-
lame...

beginning to cool down
all went well =)

Wait For You - Elliott Yamin

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you and I'm wishing you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go
You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone
Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more than I can stand
And all my tears they
Keep runnin' down my face
Why did you turn away

[Interlude]
So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be

[Chorus]
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I'll wait for you
Been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You gotta be feeling crazy
(crazy)
How can you walk away
(When)
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is and it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me
You're still in love with me
Don't leave me crying
Baby why can't we just, just start all over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance
I can love you right
But you're telling me it won't be enough

[Chorus]
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I'll wait for you

[Interlude]
So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me
But I know it's a lie
What you're keeping inside
That is not how you want it to be
Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing I do

[Chorus]
Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I'll wait for you
I'll be waiting...

Blessing or Torture

Had a guts feeling once again
my guts feeling so far have been accurate
maybe forgotten some which are not
but most are
haha
wonder if it is a blessing
wonder if this guts feeling is true
hope it is not true
only time will tell

cheers~

p.s. just a random post
emo

thks for the memories

this time round it ended well
no quarrel no nth
only i was talking at the end
just wanna let u know
im already cool my head to make that decision
im sorry coz now you'll believe in that fortune teller more

love aint my game
i've realised now
maybe wad emily and nprk said was right
falling for someone that fast is not love at all
but i know exactly how i feel this time
it doesnt matter anymore
some things that emily said is totally right
she predicted it just as it is
nprk is a good girl
i like her but will ruin her
because of my attitude
she said i'll be the next one to cry
it really came true
guess all these meant how much i can love

this is my life...
pain